todae is officially the last dae i wore ny u.
it seems really weird now tt almost every1's wearing nj u. its really troublesome when i wanna noe who someone is, i cant just deduce from the corner of my eye by the sec sch u n the build, i hv to turn n look... so troublesome... but i suppose i'll get used to it soon
hmm... zhinvee's sister is such a nice sister. she msged me veri early dis morn, like 6+, to sae she secretly took his hp n got 1 of the nos, to tell us tt its his bdae, n she was wondering if we cld do sth for him. wah, so nice lor, such a touchg thing to do. but i wasnt ard when dey sang him the bdae song. missed out on seeing his rxn. but how ht described wat happened seems to me tt every1's mood was quite low durg tt time, so i guess the impact wasnt tt great, like not a huge pleasant surprise.
anywayz, the discipline mistress gave us a talk... wld hv sian diao if not for the bits of humour added in... i didnt find tt she's all tt 'hatable'... dont noe why so many ppl hate her...
oh ya, i forgot to mention sth really silly tt happened on sunday. me n mom went 4 dinner at dis nearby coffeeshop n left w/o even paying... den mom realised only when we got home n we were laughing away. actually it was more of me n my weird sense of humour thingy. so i kept laughing. den dad had to go pay n collect his packed food which mom was supposed to buy back for him.
n todae, i forgot to take my wallet after lunch. left it at the canteen sia. n i was like helpg pam hold her wallet yet i forgot abt mine... so funnie... luckily we had been sitting wif the class
i m getting old n senile... hahaz
n i was in my crappy siao siao mood todae.
den after sch, we spent like 50mins just deciding on wat size polo shirt to order for 'dress down dae' or sth lidda. the female sizes were really rubbish (like ny's event shirts, but opp coz ny's were huge), s-size was so tiny they said it was like for toddlers. we even took the samples off the board to the toilet to try. den i ended up being the only person (though i m not the smallest sized person) orderg the female design one (n sandra had to increase her font size to specify it) coz every1 wanted to hv long guys' shirts so tt dey cld fold it in n look not so toot, more cool la. yea, i m toot.
i seem to b always doing stuff, makg myself b the odd one out... but such stuff nvr happened at ny... i was always followg the crowd. guess it really makes the diff between ny culture n other sch's culture much more distinctive... or mayb on the other hand, its just me n my changing self?... who noes...
n on the bus, dere dis grp of ny sec2s, one of whom went to get autograph from a guy whom i cldnt even tell was a celebrity. i suppose i m super outdated. n initially, when she waved to him, i was like thinkg, wow, new tchr ar, dress until so funky. den suddenly the whole grp was so excited n i heard 1 of dem sae sth abt getting his signature. den i was like, err... so its actually some celebrity... den i felt like askg who he is... but of course didnt dare la... den after she returned to the back of the bus where the whole grp was sitting, he actually went up to them to chat wif dem. wow. n tt was when i had to get off the bus...
i really hate myself. just when they were starting to b enthu abt dancing, i wanted to leave. n wat's worst was tt bcoz i said i wanted to leave, dey oso wanted to leave. dey were already in such a hyper mood... all my fault...
yea, i m really different from dem. i got enthu abt cheering... dey were bored. but when it's dance party, dey r enthu. i hate myself. if only i cld dance. but i cant. i m too robotic.
ok, since i m alone now, i shall cheer myself up again as i always do. yup. shall start from wat happened dis morning.
i was really in my super enthu mood eversince yest, feeling really excited abt orientation2, meeting the new ppl. i was veri eager abt getting to sch from the time i left home, until i finally saw the class. but dey seemed veri bored.
anywayz, i finally knew i actually had only 5 stitches on my head. i had though it was alot more. so after removal of stitches, where the wound bled abit, n seeing the doctor, i immediately took taxi down to sch. was feeling extremely enthu.
by the time i reached sch, after waiting awhile for some talk to end, it was time to cheer n sing. ya, so i 'expelled'? (or watever verb to use) my enthusiasm on it. hmm, mayb i expelled too much liaoz, until no more, so my enthu mood sort of dropped after tt. esp during some stupid games tt i didnt like, pulled my enthu mood down to zero. actually, the only game tt didnt destroy my mood was dog-n-bone. yea, its like one of the most childish game, but its oso the game i enjoyed most out of all those played. yea, i m weird. hockey was not bad. lionel was whackg the ball anyhow. hahaz
oh, b4 the games, after singing sch songs, we had mass dance. n tt huitian... pulled me to tt lc... kaoz... i was soo scared i had to partner him sia... but in the end, i danced wif sandra. hmphz... i hv no dance sense, kept dancing wrongly...
n dere was dis really mean game where a guy n a girl had to closed their eyes, turn a few rounds, then each bite on to the 2 ends of a really short pc of raw spaghetti, like only 10cm or less... n move ard wif the aid of the others, while closing ur eyes. if u like each other, its ok la, but otherwise, its really...
ya, so 1 pair was estelle n serjing, gd pair la. den the other was gerard n jus. both of dem felt veri weird. den every1 was saying if yq was here wif nic, dey can do it la. yea, really gd pair too
after all the games n break, it was reflections time. supposedly all the memories were to flow back into our mind but nothin came to me. was practically stong again. den, the nice, sweet songs were played. esp "stay the same". i really like it. wld hv really enjoyed myself if not bcoz i was already in non-enthu mood.
the ppl were really mad. i saw sean being pressed onto the grd n like a dozen guys piling on top of him. den i oso saw some guys trying to take off youzhi's shirt. i seriously think dey went overboard. just put urself in their spot. u think u want to b treated tt way.
den after i left the hall, dey came out. haiz. i just wanted to leave on my own. but dey were too nice. so nice tt wat dey did wasnt wat i want. i really wanted to just go. so i still didnt go for dinner wif dem
oh, i just summarised the 4 basic types of faces i hv. stong, laughg, crapg n serious.
i cant concentrate on doing the tutorials, i hvnt succeeded in becoming the guai kia i wanna b, i still talk back to my parents, i m pissed off with myself. fenella sux.
but she can just suddenly change to happy mood again. what a weirdo.
ok, so here's wat i found out abt my new classmates, from my present classmates.
gerard saes kavitha is his n nic's pri sch classmate. the cedar girl. quite nice. veri enthu one. den out of the 5 guys, 3 r sji. weiqi, jiayuan and jasper. weiqi used to be from hc. was gerard's classmate in sec 1 and 2, then sec 3 and 4 still very close. from ncc. "looks quiet, but he's very enthu about stuff also." hahaz, seems abit like me. ok, cont. "DAMN good organiser. if you think so far the outings we organised were good, you haven't seen nothing yet." ya, tt's wat gerard said. n oso, "jiayuan was from the most notorious class. that class not all notorious..." but rard "think he's not that bad lah."
russell guy is from rv. serjing says he's all rite. just tt can be irritating at times, nic tt type. but xin heard he's veri irritating. from acjc. xin thinks he came in thru ping pong. abt kavitha, cher saes "apparently she's v loud and talks a lot." netballer.
abt yanlin, sn girl. cher saes "yanlin is from track. she's damn good. represents singapore and all." cher "have this feeling most of the new ppl will be from sports. maybe appeal in."
yea. tt's wat dey said. hmm, sounds gd so far. except the appeal in part. coz i scared dey veri busy or slacker type. hope they r enthu n nice.
classes r out! i was super excited! once i reached sch at like 10am, i immediately rushed to the atrium to find out wat my new class is like. phew! s09 is staying as a class! yay :) other than huitian n hy who changed combi, weijian oso left our class. went to s08?! so i asked him to come back to sch to the office coz i supposed the system made a mistake. den i seemed to b more excited den he was. hahaz. mayb he isnt tt eager to stay in our class.
let me list the new ppl. wait. get my hp. 4 new gals: guo ning ru, kavitha meyyappan, lee yan lin, lim hui xian joyce; 4 new guys: ang jie yu, chiu weiqi, lau seng loong russell, lee jiayuan, lim fung wei jasper aston. total: 12 gals n 13 guys = a class of 25. den chris is gonna go so we'll become a veri balanced class. yup.
band was supposed to start at 11.30 but i was super early coz i was supposed to do some runng again but i ended up being so excited abt my new class tt i cld only run 2 rounds. hahaz, slacker man. den i went to put down my stuff in the bandrm b4 gg to look at the list again. bo yang was veri sad coz his whole class got changed fr aqua to lignum hse coz a new class was added in front of his. i was also disappointed coz tt meant tt aqua wld b losg an enthu class. den band started but it was sectionals so i ran off to look at the list yet again wif some ppl from my sectn. karen was oso sad coz her class changed alot n there r 19 girls vs 1guy. coz arts class ma.
den jiayun told me tt the aaron n ivan who were attached to my class for 1st few daes of sch were actually the bm n dm of tchs band! omg. i was so shocked lorz. luckily dey r not posted to my class in the end. otherwise i die manz. bm n dm. siaoz ar. i nvr ever held any post lorz. i wld feel so inferior to b in the same class as dem...
hiya, i dont wanna miss the 1st few hours of orientation 2 lehz... i wld rather miss the dance party... hiya, no choice. nvm. shall rush down. oh ya, lydia told me to rmb to tell my ogl abt it in case my head gets hit durg orientatn. nearly forgot all abt it.
2dae, all j1s had dis love matters seminar. actually all tt dey said, we already noe. even if we dont, its already too late to change our mindset. we r already 17 lorz, dis type of education must b like max lower sec already must teach. so dont tink many ppl were payg much attention.
den after sch, me, pam, ht, yx, estelle, gerard, nic, lionel, lc went to serjing's 9-storey hse (super cool!!) to play after hvg lunch at hdb hub. sandra joined us soon after her indian dance. we went to the basement where dere's dis billard table. i basically played only card games. some of dem played billard too. lionel n gerard were the more pro ones.
nic kept tokg lotsa crap to make ppl angry.
i think i whined quite alot 2dae. n tok veri loudly too. hahaz. guess i was just in tt kinda mood. more vocal mood? hmmz.
but i found the outg at serjing's place one of the most fun outgs so far. i tink its coz the ppl who left arent ard. so i didnt get left out
not supposed to blog coz too time consuming. but felt i had to.
kk, i tried to settle the class probs. coz now the main clique broken up. much easier to handle now. told xin n cher how jus felt. sand oso told us more. den got cher to clarify wif jus abt cher n xin hvg secrets. den abt jus being pissed wif lionel. said ignore him. abt to sign out. den lionel came online. told him to stop suaning jus coz she take his suaning seriously. he understand liaoz. gd. hope our class will b better. kk.
life is getting boring without band... i m beginning to miss band again... the last time i missed band was after syf, when the sec4s had to leave band n prepare for prelims. tt was when i started this blog. now i miss band coz there's nothin much to mug, n my life seems so empty. i feel so bored. life without academic n cca is so boring. not tt i like mugging kz... its just tt i feel bored. things r always lidda. like u hv sth, u dont care, complain abt it but when u dont hv it liaoz, den u want it back. guess this applies to most things.
yay! i just dlded the song i've been lookg for for ages! yippy!! :) n wat i noe is only one line, 'da yu lai de tai zao', n tt its a duet sang by kit chan n a guy. heez. its ai de zhen hao by her n william so.
here's my present favourite song. will keep listeng to it till i get bored of it. which wont take too long. hahaz. it was my one of my favourite songs since it was just released but i didnt hv the mp3 so i hadnt got to get bored of it yet.
yay! just dlded another of my favourite song since childhood! hahaz, not bad, i m cheering myself up :) dont need other ppl. hiya, most of the time its others who make me sad.
TOP OF THE WORLD
The Carpenters
Such a feelin's comin' over me
There is wonder in most everything I see
Not a cloud in the sky
Got the sun in my eyes
And I won't be surprised if it's a dream
Everything I want the world to be
Is now coming true especially for me
And the reason is clear
It's because you are here
You're the nearest thing to heaven that I've seen.
I'm on the top of the world
Looking down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found
Ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world.
Something in the wind has learned my name
And it's tellin' me that things are not the same
In the leaves on the trees
And the touch of the breeze
There's a pleasin' sense of happiness for me.
There is only one wish on my mind
When this day is through I hope that I will find
That tomorrow will be
Just the same for you and me
All I need will be mine if you are here.
I'm on the top of the world
Looking down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found
Ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world.
I'm on the top of the world
Lookin' down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found
Ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world.
hahaz, i m not the typical teenager. the songs i listen to r not the newest, 'in' ones.
todae is totally a slackg dae. no lessons at all. all slackg periods. dere's this student profiling thingy to noe our learng styles. i enjoyed it alot :) coz its veri true, veri accurate so i got veri excited. hahaz. i wanna noe every1's learning style!! i find it veri interesting :)
pam n justine hv the same learng style. ask 'why' type. n justine tried to deny but its like the descriptns r like so justine.
mine is analytical learner. ask 'what' type. want info. actually its like i already noe coz i had similar tests in ny late last yr. n the vice principal was saying hv to give the 1st answer tt comes to mind but i didnt totally do tt coz i was thinkg n considerg too much. so it may not b 100% truly who i m. but i think its mostly correct. i was super excited when the vp was listing the painful learng env for my type of learners. teachers who dont stay on task, dont stop cheating cases, throw assignments. unclear procedures, ambiguity. what tt's truly wat i hate lor! its soooo true!! amazing! initially when the vp was listing the characteristics, i still didnt realise tt she was listin my type. hahaz, so silly of me
supposedly, alot of ppl were to come just for it but dont noe y dey ended up comg since start of sch. so we played bridge. ah, i got sth to say, i dont like my class always cant make fast decisions one. esp during class outings. den 2dae oso. wanna play cards oso keep hesitating. wanna go where keep hestitating too. den ppl like sandra n xinyu will sometimes buay ta han n go ahead to move on so in this case, i can follow n dont need to cont buay ta han. but usually, i get even more buay ta han then them but when i go ahead, no one follows, so its like super buay ta han... hiya, i think i really cant clearly expressed wat i wanna mean... nvm... den now i try to get into the walk slowly mood when possible. but if rushg to lessons, i may not try, shall just chiong wif pam n heck care abt dem.
oh ya!!! yest, i saw tt on one side raining heavily, then the other side, no rain, den i found it so funnie n was laughing to myself. guess normal ppl wont find it funny. its my weird sense of humour i suppose. but so sad no camera to record it down...
i m finding more n more ppl in this remaing class of less than 20 who each hv certain characteristics tt r similar to mine or common likes or dislikes. they r all quite different between them but i can find similarities between each inidivual n me. now i think its like all the girls n some of the guys. its like the ppl who left r the ppl different from me n the ppl who stayed hv r those who hv similarities. gd finding :). nice feeling. really wanna stay as a class now. (although as a class, we r not tt gd)
actually, last nite, while lying on my bed b4 i fell asleep, i thought tt i shld stop spending so much time blogging. i hv been trying to settle some spiritual stuff by putting them into words instead of keeping them in my mind but bcoz of tt, i hv totally neglected my academic wk & partly my physical body too.
but todae, i felt i still hv stuff i wanna blog...
kz, shall try to keep it short...
hmm, i dont stone tt much after the ppl hv left. guess every1 noticed too. i think its partly bcoz i m trying veri hard to talk more, n oso bcoz the main clique is divided. i m really weird. when there r alot of ppl talkg, i will feel like keeping quiet but when every1's quite quiet, i will feel like talkg.
just read xinyu's blog. she misses everyone. truthfully speakg, i dont really miss them alot. i think its bcoz we didnt even interact much when dey were ard. at the end of 3mths, i seemed to only noe dem for 1 wk. i cant possibly miss ppl i dont even noe much abt. want to say out tt this is how i feel. but its veri bad so i dont noe how to. cld only tell pam. n she oso felt the same. actually, to think +vely, i m quite glad tt the nice ppl r still ard. but the prob is every1 else is sad coz the ppl whom dey like, the fun n talkative ppl r not ard. n this makes me still not veri happy in class. even so, i dont want to b transferred to another class. i just hope they will stop being so sad n b happier. i hv already tried so hard to fit in. not like huitian, change combi.. wanted to tell her tt she shldnt always try to get away but she didnt seem to wanna listen, probably coz anyway, it is already set.
hmm, actually, i really hope the 2nd intakers who will eventually form our new class will b ppl who r not from those upper class eng-spkg family. not tt i want china scholars... but i just want ppl who r not so pro-eng so tt they wont join the main clique again n leave every1 else out. i hope there wont b tchs guys (esp pro hcjc ones) coz the guys in my class r so anti-tchs. i dont wanna see the tchs guys being totally left out of the class. basically, i dont want super fun ppl or super muggers coz in each case, it will b either tt the none main clique (oh ya, oso called 'popular' ppl accordg to yq) or the 2nd intakers get left out. which i really hate. i want my class to b truly a 'class'.
yup. wif more ppl like gerard, justine, sandra. ppl whom i think r simple like me (according to my defn), who r willing to tok to almost every1 in class (not just popular ppl) n will join in the fun but during lessons, will b attentive n will sometimes mug.
i seem to b wishing too much. oh ya, it wld b fun to hv none-chinese ard. i hvnt been classmates wif or noe any none-chinese for 4+yrs liaoz, n now my section oso dont hv. like not a true singaporean to not noe any 1 of other races. hahaz. though my class is a 'ao' chi class, i hope the admin will put none-chinese in my class. lidda the ppl dropping 'ao' chi can oso stay ma. yi1 ju3 liang3 de2, of course the admin shld grant my wish rite. hahaz
ok, enuf of my thots. we went to watch my girl at ps. 1st time watchg foreign film (none eng/chi). yup. i was rite. its worth watching. its so funny. n dere r touching parts too. nice. my kinda movie i guess. i like movies tt r funny n oso hv abit of love in them. kk, enuf of blogging.
oops, got more things to sae. i wore back ny hongzi. the one n only reason is tt nj uniform toooo hot.
n i saw more of my nj friends at nj! got cheemay. i yest i forgot to mention shuen. heard my pri sch frien janice is here too but i still hvnt seen her yet. hahaz, i lousy la
hahaz, just added a subtitle to my blog. think it really suits :)
hmm, feel like doing alot of reflection now. reasons, y i m weird.
i m a person who finds it easy to start talking to absolute strangers, but once we become acquaintances, i will find it veri hard to talk until i noe more abt them or when i find that they r willing to talk to me ie when they start a conversation. yay, quite happi tt i can describe myself now. coz its like everytime when ppl ask abt me, i find it extremely difficult to put it into words.
i can mostly only talk about serious stuff or absolute crap/lame stuff that most ppl will roll eyes at.
oh ya! i behave sth like a mirror. generally, i will treat ppl the way i feel they r treating me or like how ppl r treating them. more specifically, if someone is veri friendly to me, will just talk to me veri openly, i will oso b sth lidda. not totally, but partly. ya, an eg wld b in nycb, where my clarinet jnrs r kinda mad. so i wld b mad sometimes, not really 'mad' but do silly stuff tt ppl wld generalise as mad. but of course, there r different cases. hmm... now to really think through how i m treatg ppl now, mayb i m changing quite abit liaoz, dont really behave sth like a mirror... coz dere seem to b alot of different cases (li4 wai4, anomalies) ah!
i noe y! hahaz... ya, coz the ppl ard me hv changed to veri complicated ppl so i cant guess how they r truly treating me so i dont noe how to treat them. i used to b able categorise ppl into wanna b my friend or dont wanna b my friend or rare odd cases. so i will siam from those ppl whom i think dont wanna b my friends. but now... haiz, i cant even tell...
hmm, i think i really i think alot n realised alot of stuff when i blog
i can b super sensitive (oversensitive at times), or super insensitive (making ppl sad, angry...)
i can b super stony, or super enthu.
i can say super mean things, or do nice stuff. dont think i hv even been super nice though. i m not a veri nice person anyway.
ya, i m sort of an extremist. my multi-personality thingy.
1st dae of term 2!!!
i wore nj uniform!!! hahaz, wanted to b loyal to nj. den ended up almost dying of the heat. hahaz, tt's exaggerating but i mean its really hot.
i was in the talking mood 2dae! esp after sch when me n pam spent like 2hours talkg. we were supposed to do hw... mug... but i was in the tokg mood so we ended up talkg till 4+pm. i m really weird. once i get into the enthu mood, i cant concentrate on academic stuff one. den once i get into stoning mood, i cant talk one. hiyo...... n when i get into the talkg mood, i will talk so loudly uncontrollably tt ppl turn ard to look. but when i m in stong mood, i talk like i m talkg to an ant n even the person i m trying to talk to dont even noe i m talkg n make me so sad coz i think tt tt person daoing me. haiz....
alot of ny gals posted to nj. i met sandy, karen, singyin, phyllis, daisy, geraldine (all 2/2 ppl), casie, jiayun n many others i dont noe due to my small social circle. hmm, n alot go to hc too. huijuan who's one of them came back n said there were like 50+ ny gals out of 100+ 2nd intakers in hc.
n i saw the list of ppl appealing, either in or out of nj. guess how many... dere were like 27 pages full of names lorz!!! n each page hv like at least 20+ ppl i estimated. n wat was extremely disappointing was tt most of the appealers were posted to nj. so i deduced tt they wanna appeal out... n obviously its those ppl who r loyal to hc or rj n if their appeals arent successful, dey will stay n b one of those who tok bad abt nj... haiz... y lidda... i like nj. nj rox! so i really dont like it when dere r so many ppl comg to nj but who r not loyal to nj...
anyway, dere r 2nd intakers joing each class den for my class, dey were all guys. 4sji, 5 tchs, (one of which was aaron, who came for 1 band prac). so of course the guys in my class were unhappy coz no girls ma. n the j2 who gave the briefing to 1st intakers even said it was a chance for guys n girls to flirt ard... so its like the guys in my class dont get to 'flirt' la. so every1 was like *dots* .... den yuqing n yingying, the 2 girls who talk most to the guys were not ard so the guys were super quiet. den we were supposed to self-intro to the 2nd intakers but every1 was like unwilling to.
let me analyse the situation. the guys i sae liaoz la. gerard n lionel kept calling dem 'monkeys', coz dey dont like tchs, sae dey chi communist... so i was thinking, wat?? hiyo... y u all lidda... n u all r supposed to b super friendly ppl ma. den lionel said he hv to put on a friendly front ma, like do the formalities only. not try to noe dem. den gerard was like trying to pull up his trousers, intending to make a joke out of tchs's shorts. so i complained to him after tt.
den the none main clique guys like weijian dey all were ok ppl so dey easily self-introed.
den the 4 sisters, expect xinyu, were like super paiseh. den i said its like they r the ones who always talk ma, n i m the one who always stone. how come its like i m askg them to go intro. den suddenly i sort of had the vision tt this ever happened b4. this part abt me saying i m supposed to b the one stoning blah blah... hmm... was it tt i thot abt it thru my mind b4, or i really said it b4, or tt i had dreamt abt it, sth like a vision of the future tt i had some time b4. hmm, i seem to hv these kind of ohhhhh yaaaaa, deja vu or sth lidda!!! ya ya, deja vu feeling like once in awhile. hahaz, i got the rite word to describe :) rare of me.. dis person who's not able to express herself clearly
ya, den they were like really complicating matters again, thinking abt whether dey can dont shake hands, exactly wat they have to sae. hahahaz.. but i said its like only self-intro lorz, n its not like meeting future husband, hahaz, i m crapping. anyway, so xinyu self-introed. n every1 followed. den we left them alone... i was trying to suggest tt the guys go play soccer wif dem but dey were unwilling...
den finally, the tchs ppl came down n told lionel or was it xinyu or gerard? anyway, so wat dey said was dey r tryin to appeal to hc. so dey wont hang out wif us. hmphz... so my class ppl were like talkg bad abt them even more la. haiz... y lidda... y do tchs ppl who r loyal to hcjc end up here n worsen the r/nship between eng-speakg ppl n ppl from sap schools like me. so poor me, who has been trying so hard to fit into the class, n trying to change herself to become more funloving n stop talkg so much chi, has finally realised the basis reason y i dont fit in.
different culture. different sec sch culture to b more exact. i dont noe exactly wat the diff is, i tink mayb it cld b coz diff between sap sch n schs wif the sth like upper class eng-speakg families' children.
i had always been thinkg its only bcoz i m too quiet. too stony. a generally stony (not totally la) person who came to nj expecting to stone away but ended up in a super funloving n talkative class. then todae, it finally dawned on me tt it was bcoz we r of diff culture. so i wanted to tell dem abt it but i didnt dare coz the mood didnt seem suitable. so i told pam in wat i tink was a quite loud voice but ended up i tink dey still nvr hear lehz. hiya, nvm.
hiya, my papa is back. disrupt my train of thoughts. hmphz...
anyway, den we went kap to eat n slack n cool out. esp me really heated up. sooo hot lorz... shant complain too much. i like nj. its just the material of the uniform...
at kap, huitian was trying out her silly stuff. n lionel kana most of it. 1st it was the supposedly mixing of mac's sauces is an exothermic rxn but actually when lionel tried to put his hand over the mixture to feel if its true, ht, slammed his hand down to kana the sauce. but ended up veri messy coz his n yuxian's shirt/blouse kanaed too. at first ht wanted to trick estelle, but she's super smart so attempt failed but lionel sway la. den it was the running in a forest n waving ur hands by ur face den turn back to look when ht call lionel. den supposed to turn back from both sides. lionel kept saying its slap his face so he was unwilling to do till gerard promised it wasnt. den end up is gerard hit lionel's head coz supposedly he crashed into a tree or sth lidda... hahaz
den lidda still not enuf, ht was supposedly positioning each persons hands den sth like slap the hands until last person, who's poor lionel again, den kana slapped on the face. so every1 was laughing like mad.
den terrence oso tried to do a stand up, close eyes, n stand down dere keep movg ur hands like an idiot thingy. gerard soon opened his eyes so it was ok but when its at a public place, den super embarrassing la, esp when u really dont open ur eyes for quite some time like his friend
hiya, i super crappy lehz...
nvm, shall cont. den we returned to nj n met andrew n huijuan. den phy lecture den the long chat wif pam. hmm, actually the chat i wanted to blog but its like 2 hours worth of stuff so i hv already pleaded pam to help me write down so tt i wont forget it like how i hv almost totally forgotten how my childhood was like. i want to hv a memory of jc when i grow older. not like now when i dont hv much of a memory of wat happened in the past...
think wat i said during those 2hours were really worth recording down. though i m already hvg trouble trying to recall... it was like she tok tok tok den suddenly i will rmb sth tt i can sae alot abt. but on my own, i cant come up with anythin to sae... hiya, basically i m weird. yup. every1 tries to sae i m not but like wat pam found out abt me, i m really veri self-awared. so when i noe i m weird, i m.
ya ya, i rmb some, i said tt i m actually a veri naughty kid. i used to b a super guai kia when in pri sch, will take initiative to do hw, dont need to b told to do, nvr go out, so parents were veri happi wif tt me. but now i m sooooo slackish, dont do hw, keep gg out, so mom is veri sad abt this change to a soooo bad girl. coz its like ppl usually use to b naughty when young but grow up to become more mature n sensible but i m like the exact opposite. become so naughty, always argue wif my parents, talk back sooo much like almost everydae, even make mom cry once in a blue moon. ya, i noe all this, i m self aware tt i m bad. i noe how to behave like a matured person eversince i was quite young but i hv been heck caring abt it after i started turng bad. but i m trying to become a guai kia again. actually not all tt guai la. heez. actually i just trying to stop talking back so much n stop saying stuff tt make mom angry, the rest still b wat mom considers naughty (like still wanna go out coz i m in jc liaoz ma, but mom still think gg out is being naughty...). heez.
y i wanna b guai again lehz. coz i think i hv really been a veri fako person. like be so nice to my friends but so naughty n bad to my family. i always easily get pissed off by my family. like almost everydae will get pissed off n sae veri rude things to them. however, to my friends, i m usually just ok wif watever dey do to me. at least i just swallow n dont burst out. but with my family, i will burst out at almost everythin.
so i think to b a gd person, shldnt b just on the outside, to outsiders. shld b to my family too. ya, i knew this since the time i turned bad to my family, since entering sec sch
hiya, i just got angered by mom again. rude again. hiya... kkkk, breathe breathe, kkk. relax. relax.
ok, so i was saying, ya, since then, i hv started to b a rude kid. so i shall try to b a gd kid again. yup. try. though i just lost control again. hiya. kkkkkkkkk.
so tt's a small part of the stuff we toked abt (other than like the last 3 paras). ya. i like to tell ppl who i truly m. provided they r willing to listen. yup this was wat i oso told pam. n i nvr had cliques. close friend, ya, for lessons, but i was like noe every1, ok wif every1 but actually i m veri alone person. i used to go ard alone sometimes.
den now i finally found pam n huitian who hv similarities to my personality, i start to hv clique too but huitian zaoing liaoz... nvm nvm. at least still hv pam. but if she oso zao, den i will b sort of a personal loner again... den just go ard wif every1 lorz... n get a bf. hahahaz... talkg crap again... like my parents allow me to hv one
hahahahaz, i tink my tt post is like the longest post lorz... hahaz, its like from evening till now. with much disruptions n chatting n dinner n bathe in between.
i'm blogging alot lately... n i really mean ALOT...
yep, guess it truly helps me rmb stuff... my memory really sux... n i really mean it SUX... ah... tt's seems so vulgar... nvm... hiyo, now i dont even rmb how i was like in sec sch... not to mention tt when i was lookg at my primary sch class photo, i dont recognise some of dem even though we were in the same class from p1-4... yucks! my memory sux!
in the future, i can at least read my blog to noe wat went on in my life... the feeling wld b much better than now when i try to recall stuff but my mind is blank... wah, the system better not get cocked up (hmm... i'm getting really vulgar nowadays) n delete all my posts lorz... argh, *cross my fingers*
anyway, yep, dere was s09 bbq at gerard's place at lentor green yest n stayover at xinyu's opp nyjc. hmm... ended up only xinyu, justine, pam n me stayover. but it was not bad coz we gotta talk alot. n i got to noe lotsa things, tt i didnt noe. hmphz... y do ppl hv to b so complicated... somethings dey said really kindda freaked me out... its like me n pam's basic view of ppl r totally opposites. pam thinks every1 will definitely hv this complicated side... but i think ppl r simple. its not like i'm really innocent, of course i do get cynical sometimes, wait let me check the meaning to see if it means wat i wanna mean... yah, sort of.. or mayb its sceptical... hiya, i cant express myself properly... but its like, make ur life happier rite... dere's already like no pt in living, okay, dont tink abt dis thingy... anyway, so since i m alive, y not make myself happy n tink tt every1's simple... but after wat dey said abt ppl whom i thot r simple like sandra, nic, cheryl, estelle, its like getting really scary... okay, anyway, thx to my lousy memory, i'll forget abt dis soon... so my lousy memory doesnt really cause much harm to me... other than academically...
aiya... i forgot wat i wanted to sae... er... kz... nvm... shall blog abt wat happened.
yep, the gals, okay, shall list every1 to help my future rmbg. yuxian, estelle, yuqing, justine, cheryl. n soon after pam joined us. ya, they were preparg the food, i was kindda just hanging ard, den oso tried to help where possible. the guys, kangqi, edwin, serjing, yucheng were trying to set up the bbq pit. gerard was veri busy wif everythin. lionel was probably slackg ard, didnt really notice but i tink it was so. hahaz. but he helped us chop up the corn. not bad. hmm... we were trying to find the chopping board n a suitable knife. dont noe y dey were so freaked out abt the chopper. its so much less complicated than humans n definitely cant b more terrifying than those insects, esp flying ones. n its not like some mad person is holdg it. dey seems to like to complicate matters... y cant just keep it simple... oh ya, justine was so funny... trying to save foil... hahaz... den dey were trying to model delifrance n cut a cross... hiyo... really complicate matters man...
i think 4/10 really rox. i rmb our last bbq, ha i rmb! kz, anyway, dey just got things done simple n fast n gd. n we finished all the food in like 2+hours after starting the fire. when dere r things to b done, ppl just do their part. even not veri initiative ppl like me, when u see ppl doing thing, u will just help but, oh ya, actually i didnt notice this, it was xinyu n justine who brought it up then i realised it was actually lidda. ya, but s09, actually, its the main clique, (ya, i oso found out tt the prob is only the main clique. not between me, loner, n the class) is like just tok n tok n tok... during the clearing up period.
oh shucks... my hair loss problem is getting real serious. my once so thick hair is becoming so pathetic... help!!!
anyway... hiya, blog so much... dont really feel like blogging liaoz... but hv to... otherwise will forget...kz.. force myself... hahaz, kindda siaoz...
hiya, but i'm super tired now... esp. after dinner... n i didnt really slp just now... we toked till abt 5.30am den they said slp n slpt till almost 10am. but i was awake most of the time... too cold...
yay!!! i finally get to dld songs again!! hv been trying to find a not that dangerous server to dld but veri scared. now can dld again! just dlded a song. nice feeling :)
hahaz, think i'm side-tracking alot...
kz... anyway... shall go back to the after preparing food part. ya, den we went to the playgrd. hmm... just didnt really feel like playing... ya, my 'usual' self... stong... hmphz...
every1 wanted to play the swing... every1 else came... sandra, xinyu, nicholas, christopher, huijuan, ya, lc oso...
den it was bbq time... den every1 wanted to watch love actually... hmm, i realised tt subsequently, i really dont find things as nice as the 1st time when i really think its nice. i had thot love actually was really a veri sweet cute movie n dey had under-rated it, but when i watched it wif the class, it was just okay... n i found it kinda long, probably oso coz of how i was sitting... on a table wif my legs hanging in the air... coz it was like 10+ppl squashed in a small study rm staring at a computer monitor. i wasnt tt eager to watch but all the gals were watching so it wld b too weird for me to stay behind with the rest of the guys...
oh ya, i was right between a triangle relationship. hahaz. like an extra light bulb... lionel n yuqing were wif each other behind me, n nic was in front... so... can like sense tt nic was super jealous... aiyo... still didnt wanna admit to me on wed tt he likes yq...
by the time we were done watching, it was already so much time wasted... n there was soooooo much food left. we packed the chicken wings up n were supposed to play zong ji mi ma to clear the rest of the food while some of the gals were doing the washings. but like i was saying earlier, dey were just tokg among themselves. i was like sitting dere, kept wanting to ask them to help eat but didnt dare. den finally, after justine tried a few times, serjing, edwin, kq etc finally helped. hmm... when we go out n eat, they really eat so much but when it comes to bbq food, it's much less. rmb orientation bbq every1 oso ate veri little, n we wasted loads. hmm, history repeats itself??
den we celebrated lionel's bdae. oh ya, edwin kept trying to film every1 wif kq's video (kq's really a true blue rich kid). den when ppl wanna film him, he paiseh... aiyo... den we took class photo b4 the main clique zaoed without takg any food lorz... so left only edwin, kq, serjing, gerard, pam, xinyu, justine n me, ie those who were initially supposed to stayover. den my mom called n we toked for like wat 11+mins!? haiz.. y lidda... she was worried... but i already told her... i really dont uds lorz... its like i'm at my friends' house which is like a hundred times safer than being outside yet she's even more worried den like after performances like sec2 arts fest when i had to go home all alone at like 11+pm/12+am... hiyo... really dont uds... plus its like now i m so much older... n its not like she dont noe tt i'm not the kind tt goes watever pubg crap n lie abt it...
den finally when we ended the call n i joined the rest of them, i was kinda dazed... n when dey asked me abt wat happened, i nearly cried. told dem mom wanted me to go home. but actually she's just worried n want sum1 to call her. den suddenly end up all the guys not staying-over... was like veri surprised. but xinyu said she already expected it. wah, really psychologist lor. she said she knew kq wont go one, den serjing is like anythin
xinyu's p5 sis was slackg when we got dere at like 12+am. hahaz. didnt expect a p5 girl to b up alone so late. both parents overseas. anyway, we took turns to bathe. pam took super long. hahaz, so me who shld b long become short comparatively. justine n xinyu were takg turns chatting to edwin n gerard on msn.
den we just sat/lie on xinyu's beds n toked. dey were tokg mostly la. den i was listening. ya... got to noe abt lotsa stuff. ya. like dey already observed the clique prob since like orientation. the main clique just sticks 2gether, n when we hv class outings, hoping to hv class bondg, its just the main clique bonding stronger n stronger. ya, tt's wat xy n jus said. den i said thot dey oso tok to the guys ma, but xy sae is only edwin tt sae can tok to so its ok for edwin to brin xy in but rather difficult for like the 4 of dem to get in too. n gerard is like only in class sit nxt 2 dem so tok more but other den tt, not much. oh ya, n xinyu noes abt 7pairs (guy likes gal) in our class. 5 r known : nic likes yq, lionel too, ya, my prob..., yucheng likes huijuan, n huiyang likes estelle. den the other 2 r secrets... which means i dont noe... aiyo...
den dere was dis lizard which totally freaked xinyu out. n justine was like tokg abt all the snakes in her hse n nearby coz she lives near macritchie... n it was like xinyu's screaming was freakg me out more than the lizard is... lucky xinyu's maid settled the prob.
we slpt at like 5.30am. i didnt want to slp. but dey were tired n we hadnt much to do. but i didnt slp much either. it was cold. wah, luckily i was wearing jeans man. hmm... everytime slp out, i dont slp well coz of aircon... like band camp n sec4 camp.
den dey woke up at almost 10am. i was already awake at like 8.45am when xy's alarm clock rang. den i was waiting for them to get up till i was tinkg of askg them to get up but i didnt dare, coz kindda bad... so i was just lying dere, praying for dem to get up, n changing my lying posture repeatedly... den finally xy got up n switched on the comp to check posting results. ya, the four of us, 8-pters, all nj. expected. but still checked. den xy n jus were contacting all their friens n msning our classmates too.
hmm, alot of ppl gg... 11... more den expected sia... yucheng was one of the most shocking ones, b4 mabel msged me abt andrew n i was totally shocked. some more he's overseas sia. but junhao said he's calling shuhui from phuket... edwin, kq n ying posted to acjc. but ying trying to appeal. hj to hc. yq to rj. hc to aj. chris gg overseas. duan ran to university. huitian to fmaths. n tt pam ar, considering changing to bio oso nvr tell me at all lorz...
den we had garlic bread n cooked frozen roti prata for breakfast b4 leaving at abt nn.
den i went home b4 gg wif mom to the maid agency to see the maid tt mom wanna hire for ah ma. there's communication prob but the agency ppl kept promoting her. hmm, so in the end mom hired her.
hahaz, i tink i'm really truly crappy... waste so much time... hahaz.. siaoz... guess i'm the only 'siao cha bo' to blog this much
anyway, i'm tokg to estelle now. 1st time tokg to her online. oh ya, she just got the rite word to describe my r/nship wif lc now. awkard. hmm, dont noe y xy n jus sae like cant tok to her leh. quite ok wat.
oso tokg to zhinvee. quite ok to tok to him too.
the most recent wed 1st time tok to nic. he's always like a kid lidda. hahaz. just now still sae he mature. hahaz
hmm... march hols' comg to an end. basically, i've spent it either gg out or slacking n stoning. hmphz... can forsee myself frantically trying to finish up all the tutorials on sunday... haiz... so many hols have passed... so many times have i told myself that for the following hols, i shall finish my hw asap so that i dont hvnt to do last minute wk again... so many times i have just allowed myself to play or slack n let the hw pile up to the end of hols...
oh bother... anyway i'm gg out again later, s09 bbq at gerard's place then stayover at xinyu's place. please, please, whoever's up there in the skies, please let me b happy n enjoy myself later. thx a million
hmm... yest, i went to watch the haunted mansion wif yiyun n casie. knew it wasnt a gd movie but still watched it coz its tt or the eye 2 n i dont wanna watch scary movies n freak myself out for dont-noe-wat-silly-reason. of course i wanna b happy. so chose the super lame movie. its really lame... so lame tt is not veri funny. hmm... suitable for lame singaporeans like me... no wonder it came tops on our local box-office though its rated only 1.5 stars... there were some scary parts, but dey were realli cliche... cld already anticipate dem... wanted to watch my girl but we went cine cathay, its not screened dere. met zhengqiang. he's gg vj. hmm, most of my pri sch friens r gg vj. mayb i wld hv gone dere if i m not living so far away
i dont noe whether to take f maths anot... i m a math person... but the only reason y i m considering f maths is coz i think i can score better for it den for econs. but mayb tt's not true... my tinkg speed is getting from bad to worst... n wat is reqd for maths is not just accuracy but also speed. even if i can do the qn, but i spend too much time, i wont b able to score in exams either. haiz... n i still dont noe wat i wanna do in the future. i've asked ard, n ppl tell me tt they r takg econs coz its gd for u, ur future; or dey hv no other choice, cant take trip sci or double math ; its sth new but actually its not needed for any university courses unless u r gonna take up economics n become a tchr or an economist... hahahaz
hmm, actually nj band is quite gd. i mean the j2s r gonna hv common test so there's only 1 band prac for the whole march hols. there r like so many pracs/trngs for other ccas. but april's comg... n we r gonna hv nite pracs... n b super exhausted... nvm, i like band :)
wah, todae is super coincidence dae!
i was early for band (coz i went to buy nj uniform wif pam in the morn), 2 hours early. n the side gate was locked so i got off at the nxt bus stop to walk to the main gate n i met junhao! den during band break, i met sandra n xinyu! den on my way home, at bishan mrt, i met nicholas! den back at sembawang, i met my papa!
really very coincidental!!!
anyway, hmm, so i was veri free, n got forced to run wif junhao. hmm, just ran 3 rounds.den we tried to study physics but me dis slacker suggested playing cards. hahaz... during band, mr ho was kindda crappy... not the funny type... anyway, after band, i went out for dinner wif my bandmates n some snrs. wah! benson really eats alot! its surprising coz he's quite thin. den mabel kept 'donating' food to him. hahaz
hmm... i tink the reason y i tok more at band is coz the mood is more relaxed, i dont hv to concentrate on listening 2 the tchr. hmm... not in the reflective mood now, shall stop here
AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just saw the hole!!!!!!!! its sooooooooooooooo bigggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!! to think i had been taking the whole thing so easily!!!!!!! kaoz!!!!!!!!!! n the nurse was saying it will grow back veri fast, not ur hair of course u say anythin oso can!!!!! i had said dont cut too much den she say the doctor will scold if hair gets in the way......... so she cut until got such a huge hole!!!! i didnt tink it was actually so much, but now that i hv seen the hole.........
gosh........... though its covered by the rest of my hair, the hole is still there, n its soooooooooo biggggggggggg.......... oh nooooooooooooooooo........
i can put up with the constant slight pain but not such a huge hole!!!!!!
heyz, i m already back from the surgery! hmm... it was actually quite a simple thingy, n i think i can go out n play liaoz. but its just tt there may b infection so its better to come home. i spent most of my time there waiting n waiting n waiting......
was there since 10am, den waited till 10+ n after a short examination, i entered the operation theatre where the nurse cut off a bunch of hair... i was shouting in my brains "my hair!"... super worried i'll hv veri little hair left... aiyo... she said i've alot of hair though i said alot dropped off liaoz. den she still used the hair razor... den i had to lie on the operating table where there was some metal plate with a cable connected to it ... n it was sooo uncomfortable,
AAARRGGGHH!! i just found tt there's dried blood on my back!!! yucks... must b the nurse, nvr clean up properly... haiz.. i've to wait till tmr den can wash my hair...
ok, cont wif my blog... ya, i had to lie on that thing for like 20+mins.. the national skin centre was playing symphony 90 sth fm over the audio system... so i was listening to it n i cld oso hear the ticking of the clock right in front of me... den the surgeon came in n injected local anesthesia on my head. i cld feel the needle gg in... felt rather disgusted n decided tt i shall keep to my decision of not becoming a doctor. the responsibility is too heavy for me. den she said wait for 5-10 mins but she only came back like almost half an hour later... n its not like i was lying comfortable... den i was wondering if i m supposed to become unconscious... mayb they r waiting for me to fall asleep... but my common sense took over n i decided tt i'm supposed to stay awake.
finally when she returned, she covered my head with some green cloth, i suppose with an opening over that area, n she started slicing off the stuff n stitching up. hmm, cld feel tt the strokes were very swift. initially that part felt numb but later on, i cld feel some pain, especially during stitching coz she wasnt gentle... den i cld oso feel blood trickling down... (like the first time when they removed some of that thing to check if its cancerous)
the whole procedure was done in like what 10 mins only... n the nurse helped me clean the area. there was a drop of blood on the operating table. den later on when i touched the bottom part of my hair, there was blood. hmm... i tink i'm more afraid of humans than i m of such stuff. weird.
oh ya, hvnt blogged abt yest. went for 4/10 class gathering at weilin's hse. wa, didnt noe she's so rich. kz, shall stop being materialistic. hmm, half of the class turned up. hmm, alot of ppl gg to hc liaoz...
dey toked abt weilin n joseph tay. hmm, joseph is jioing weilin, den all the sweet things he did for her. wa, when weilin sae she's hungry, joseph will rush to get food for her. n he sends her home a few times a wk. but dey r still not 2gether yet. den amanda told me to tell weilin abt how nice joseph is. hmm... joseph is a nice guy la, but its like its 4yrs since the time we were in the same class. so how 2 tok abt him...
i tink i really got into the stoning personality liaoz... initially i kept stoning... then yiling our silver-badged super nice, got every1 to sit in a circle so tt we can tok as 1 whole grp. hmm... seems like there realli is a strong sch spirit in hc. coz dey r grped as subj comb, so those who hv similar strengths n hence probably similar ways of thinking r 2gether. i can already feel their strong sense of belonging to their faculties. den its like veri competitive. i was kindda shocked when dey said dey r takg 'ao' chi. dey r a1ers lor. den dey say its coz of scholarship. waaaa.... i take coz i got c6 lor... so inferior... n dey r already gg for university talks n scholarship interviews. there's really lots of activities gg on at hc. hmphz...
oh ya, sheena n gang protray a diff side of ny girls, tok loudly, share guys' drinks, cross their legs high up etc. n esp wif sheena's attitude. amanda was describing how sheena told off a sissy guy. den all the guys r scared of her liaoz. but she was oso flirting in some drama fest thingy. hahaz
anyway, we played bridge, dey order pizza, den amanda, weilin n kaiyun played on the electric organ 2gether. den we played bridge again. weilin took out her pooh n eeyore n was trying to b lame. hahaz
hmm, just had another nice tok wif gerard, xinyu n lionel. haiz... everytime its online tt i can tok to dem n dey r such nice ppl. y m i lidda... ok, i noe y, its bcoz i'm weird, my train of thots move too slowly... kaoz
wa, i was out the whole dae, from 8am to almost 11pm. went to sch earlier to run. ran 6 rounds, 3 then rest then another 3.
den had band till 2pm. all the clarinet 1 j1s didnt come sia
den i had to rush down to kovan mrt station coz to meet pam for national education cip at heartland mall. there's this nhb exhibition with some kampong games.
we basically didnt do much work... just sat on the edge of the stage for most of the time, lookg at the kids play go3 li4 (marbles)... n me n pam toked quite alot.
den nearing the end, the tcher-in-charge came. oh ya, i forgot to clarify, she's actually a nice person, n she's a chi tchr whose eng sounds more pro.. hahaz
(reflection for cip bklet...)
i tink it really helps the children bond. not like games nowadays when we just stare at a screen. the games like marbles (i forgot the traditional name), gasing (throw top) allow the kids to interact though there were some minor quarrels. they cld learn the games tt their parents used to play
hmm, last dae of term 1 of jc1. hmm, i really dont noe if i like s09 or not... i like bcoz dere r nice ppl. but i dont like bcoz dere r 3 irritating ppl n alot of the class hv the 'pon' lessons attitude. hmm, hopefully its like wat pam said, its just bcoz its 1st 3 mths, later on dey wldnt b like tt anymore.
okay, actually todae i wanted to b happy coz last dae liaoz, y not make it a happy day. but i still stoned quite abit n was sad for some time n pissed for some other time.
kz, let me start from this morning. i was trying to settle the class fund prob. n it upset me. haiz... all the prob wif $$...
den for math lecture, we were supposed to do concept maps but s09 didnt want to do... so i had to stone...
during break i bought a nj pe tee. the material is much softer n looks better den wat i expected. but later on, i found out that its sooooo hot! hmm, but seeing the snr's tee, i guess the quality will change soon after a few washes... aiya, ny pe tee is the best
hmm, dey ponned gp lesson. actually, pam n i agreed tt its more conducive to learn in a small tutorial class n we feel more relaxed n talk more. its just tt i buay song abt their attitude. no one in particular but its bcoz the majority r like tt. hmm, nvm. yes, i shall believe its bcoz of '1st 3 mths'. den after econs lecture, dey left sch. a big grp to queensway, n small grps to other places. me n pam went for chi n dere was weijian n tt girl. the 3 of us chatted with our tchr, zhou lao shi. found out quite abit abt him. from dunman. tjc. was quite an active youth with many ecas. climbed gates. had this friend whose hand got wounded with a hook thru it... so scary...
sch ended at 2pm coz of 'a' lvl results. zhou lao shi sae end so late implies results not veri gd. hmm, so the 3 of us was abt to join huijuan n yuxian but while we were hanging ard the canteen, someone came along so me n pam decided to try to abandon the guys. actually we wanted weijian to come along but haiz... unfortunately tt person so extra suddenly pop out... dey boarded the bus wif us but got off halfway. gd.
den we got to orchard n shopped ard n i got my new pencil box! yay :) its a hmm.. how 2 describe... the common bright blue colour rectangular in shape with a cute white flower.
den we met the rest of s09 at toa payoh mrt at 5.30pm after a tiring shopping trip. brendon n xiaomin oso came. everyone had to wait for tt guy coz he was late for half an hour... initially edwin n some of dem wanted to go 1st. i oso said dont wanna wait... den sandra sae i veri jue2, so every1 decided to wait...
den we had to take a bus to some place at lorong 8 called potong pasir town but it isnt the potong pasir i which used to live at. hmm, mom sae its bcoz its near potong pasir... pam left for sso concert after quickly finishing her dinner. actually the rest of us were oso done eating by abt 7pm (some of the others at the other table went for a 2nd round of dinner...) but our table ppl played zhong1 ji2 mi4 ma3 to clear up the plates. n it evolved into hvg to drink some weird concoction of the leftovers... i kana once, luckily dey only made me drink a small mouthful...
anyway, after tt, huijuan, yuxian, cheryl, sandra, justine n estelle chatted abt wat huijuan cld do wif her bf on their date while i stoned again. haiz... i just cant brin myself to tok to a grp of ppl esp when i dont noe dem veri well... i like to go out with a big grp of ppl but i actually feel sadder n hv less fun than small grps... haiz... i'm so contradictory... anyway, they r oso gg kbox on monday. i cant go... hv surgery...
den the class got together to settle a day for our class bbq at gerard's place. we decided on nxt friday n i bet every1 cld tell tt gerard was happy the guy he hated most cldnt make it. hahaz. felt like telling him just tell the guy straight tt we dont want him to go. i prefer to b frank. hmm, its bad in a way but... aiya, nvm. shall stop being so bad...
den we took class photos. lionel got a white-collar guy to take for us wif the numerous camera. kind guy, veri patient. hahaz, b4 tt he actually tried to get some uncles sitting ard to take for us...
hmm, we went home at 9pm. nicholas sent yuqing home. so sweet (but wif lionel ard).
oh ya, the four sisters (sandra, cheryl, justine, xinyu) n lionel were oso veri sweet. they gave those whose were leaving - yuxian, huijuan, yuqing, kangqi n i tink some others but dont noe who - a small shirt with their names on the front n a msg on the back. kangqi's was veri special. his 'name' was 'slacker'. n there was a cute stick man on the back. dey were veri touched. yuxian n huijuan oso gave every1 something wif each person's index no. on it created using threads. so nice.
haiz... y do dey wanna go. ppl who shld stay dont stay. ppl who shld go dont go...
oh shits... my hair loss problem is back again... dang...
anyway, i met lisa todae! wah, sooo long nvr tok 2 her liaoz... since last yr? hmm... she's gg rj! wow! i was surprised! thot she wld go hc. hmm, got 7pts, so smart! hmm, takg bio chem econs maths.
i laughed so much during yesterday's band prac. laughed at practically everythin... actually its bcoz i was super bored n sad on tues so i decided to b happier on wed to make up for it. so i was in the easily tickled mood. n the funniest part was when mr ho tried to mimic the sound produced by guitar n he said "kong". hahahahahahahaha... it was soooo funny i cldnt stop laughing (i noe i hv a weird sense of humour)
oh ya, dere's another person joing our section other than jiayun n siling (an rvian who's trying 2 appeal in). aaron, a chi high guy, wif 9pts, from jjc. hmm, tt's wat jiayun told me. i didnt tok 2 him...
hmm... i like band :) i like ppl at band :) i feel easier to communicate wif them than my present classmates... haiz... i thot i can get along wif them liaoz, but...
okie, nvm, i shall keep on trying
aiya, but there's a vicious cycle going on... i dont noe wat to sae to dem, dey dont tok to me although dey r talkative ppl , so i tink dey dont wanna tok to me... in the end no one toks to me... i cont stoning even during the times when i dont want to.
n tt person... y does she hv to always follow me... every single day she destroys my mood... i m already stuck wif her in our fixed classrm... yet she still follows me during lectures n in other classrms... i tink she's smart enuf to notice tt i m avoiding her lorz... yet... nvm... 1 more day... 1 more day.
okay... so i m like not enjoying myself alot in class liaoz... every1 chats alot n hv lots of fun... okay, i'm fine with tt. i m neither a talkative nor fun-loving person. but y do i hv 2 b stuck with the most disliked girl in class for my entire 1st 10 wks of my jc life...
hmm, so tmr is the last dae of sch. many of my classmates intend to pon. hmm... i still hvnt settled the class fund prob... n last nite, i spent like 1 h bcoz of dont noe wat stupid prob tt we cant do cip on the dae we initially chose n i had to contact yuxian, pam n huijuan. n i had lots of difficulty trying to contact pam. ok, when we finally settled on changing the cip dae to this sat, i had to call the stupid tcher but no one answered so i had to leave a stupid phone msg... but the tcher didnt contact me so now i dont noe what the cip thingy is like...
just came back from class dinner at taka's seoul garden, super full sia. n tired too...
we ate for abt 3hours, had alot of fun. we (yuxian, huijuan, huitian n i) fried eggs! the 1st time was a failure coz all the carbon that was previously stuck on the pan got mixed in the egg. so we had to abandon the eggs. den the 2nd time it tasted quite gd (considering the type of pan used). 3rd time we added rice n chicken! every1 said it was nice!
gerard n kangqi ate ALOT of beef, more than 3 platefuls sia. den the guys toked alot of crap too n laughed like mad.
we took photos of nicholas n yuqing hvg a great time 2gether. but dey didnt want to admit tt dey r together. they do match
every1 like dont like me to keep wearing cedar uniform (only 3 times)... sae i not loyal to ny...
so i still hv to take chi.. hmm, tons of ppl droppin... i so lousy... dont noe y dey always sae i gd... i c6 lorz... worst den dem by so much...
hmm, seems like there's alot of ppl whose bdae is 2dae. our class celebrated chris's (during econs period coz mdm low didnt come), dere kaiyun's too n downstairs some ppl just sang happy bdae song.
i wore cedar uniform again 2dae! first time i wore it was last thurs (n dey said i looked nice in it). :) its really comfortable.
2dae's quite a nice dae. i tok quite abit of crap. but pe was tough on abdominal, my weakest. didnt even complete the sets. but the teacher didnt noe, heez. but my abdominal muscles super aching now...
dey called me a mugger... siaoz... i slack so much lorz, if i m a mugger, i wldnt hv gotten c6 for my hcl. tmr hv 2h of chi. those smarties who got a1/2 for hcl planning how to slack during those 2hours liaoz... purposely gek us sia. nvm
hmm, i managed to make huitian lose some of her determination to change to f maths comb. hopefully both she n weijian will decide to stay in the end instead of takg f maths.
oh ya, forgot to sae tt last saturday was the first time in my life tt i ponned sth. 28 feb 2004, i ponned band to go to the class outing.
kz, 2dae kangqi went ard takg photos wif every1 coz he's gonna go to acjc. hmm, really wonder y since he misses nj, he still wanted to go ac... every1 pleaded him to appeal but he refused...
luckily xinyu's staying. after gerard, me, serjing n justine pleaded her, she decided to stay.
bo yang's oso staying. told him he made the rite decision. initially he said he wanted to go hc, but finally he put hc 2nd choice (coincidentally juz wat i put too n he said his friends oso lidda). yiyun, whom i found out todae is in the same class as bo yang, oso finally decided to stay though her father wanted her to go hc. i think their class muz b a really great class, make the 7pters wanna stay. nice nice
sadly, dere's 5 ppl in my class leaving... yuxian n huijuan gg hc, yuqing gg rj, huichun gg aj, n kangqi... haiz
wa, i nearly dozed off during band prac todae, super tired sia.
yay! jiayun is coming to nj! joining band! yay! nice nice
kaoz, since i got up this morning, i hv been hvg the damn scared feeling n my heart was pumping so hard. its the 1st time such a feeling went on in me for such a long time, all the way till end of sch. the worst part was during morning assembly n the 1st lesson, physics tutorial. i dont think i was scared bcoz of mr yong n of course dere's nothin to fear during assembly but i juz had that that feeling in me, the fear n the fierce pumping. i cld feel every heartbeat so distinctly, n during assembly, i even though that i might collapse one day due the intense fear.
however, despite all that, i was much more talkative den usual. perhaps i was trying to distract myself so that i wont keep thinking abt that feeling. or mayb its bcoz the results were just released so i had things to talk abt. or mayb its bcoz of the long chat i had on msn wif my present classmates. hmm, i suppose its a combination of all
haiz... ppl r leaving njc... ppl r changing combinations... it really made me wonder if i still wanna stay in nj. i didnt even put down my name on the "staying" list n at the end of lessons when i decided to put it down, the list was already handed up. to reconsider now, i guess i shld stay, coz i'm after all not that smart to go hc anyway.... though i prefer to hv alot of ppl smarter den me ard. but why do so many of them want to leave... den they shldnt hv came in the 1st place... haiz... me n my silly thots...
i didnt even hv the mood to go out wif the class... dey r most prob at orchard now getting bdae stuff for chris.
there r nice ppl in my class but there are oso those whom i dont like. its the former who make me wanna stay but the thot of hvg to stay in the same class for 2yrs as the latter stirs up my scared feeling n pushes me away from my class. i hv tried n been adapting to their fun-lovingness but i really cant adapt to the change in the "goodness" of the ppl. i used to have very nice n not that complicated classmates. other than one in my upper sec class, everyone else was at least ok on my "goodness" scale.
but now, some ppl r jus so complicated, i dont even noe who dislikes me... dis is really impt to me bcoz i make friends based on whether dey r ok wif me or not. if i noe dey r not ok wif me, i wont wanna tok or hang ard wif dem at all. i just wanna siam. (not like those thick-skinned ppl) i esp hate fako ppl who pretend that they are ok wif u but actually they r not. i dont care if u fako to any1 else but dont fako to me. if u dont like me, please tell me.
haiz, actually last friday when we went out after getting results, my 4/10 friends were already complaining abt such ppl that they met at their respective jcs... fako ppl, flirts whose skirts r dont know how many inches above their knees, bitches n all sorts of ppl on the -ve side of our "goodness" scale. ppl whom we didnt hv (or mayb they were dere but we didnt get to know them) at ny.
all i want is for the ppl ard me to b frank wif me. i dont want to go into the complicated society that i m beginning to step into now. i dont want to meet n handle ppl on that -ve side of my scale. i want to believe that every1 ard me is on the +ve side. i want to be happy
i think i didnt sae how many pts i got... i got 8. actually i thot its 9 coz i so kan cheong that i forgot my cl's a1... den i kept arguing wif kaiyun who sae i got 8. hahaz, stupid of me
btw, i'm hvg a nice msn tok wif some of my present classmates.
Have Read
'04 year-end holidays (highest number of books read in a long time)
-The Five People You Meet in Heaven by Mitch Albom (gd read)
-Princess Diaries: Third Time Lucky by Meg Cabot (fun read)
-Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom (must read - inspirational)
-Slab Rat by Ted Heller (full of office politics and R21 stuff - not for kids)
-The Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown (makes u want to finish it)
-A walk to remember by Nicholas Sparks (simple but meaningful)
-The Prime of Miss Jean Brodie by Muriel Spark (can identify with)
-The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks (romantic love story with too much R21 stuff)
-Message in a Bottle by Nicholas Sparks (even more R21. ugh)
-The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint Exupery
-Unstrung Heroes by Franz Lidz (autobiography about his four uncles and father)
-The Rescue by Nicholas Sparks
-The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time by Mark Haddon (very unique POV of an autistic boy)
-The Summerhouse by Jude Deveraux (love the breadth of the plot, one of my favourites)
-Wild Orchids by Jude Deveraux (alternating between two first persons' view - unique, but don't like e plot)
-Sophie's World by Jostein Gaarder (philosophy tb in a story; gets abit dry though plot saved)
-forgot what i read...-
-Working Wonders by Jenny Colgan (story of an urban planner)
-Angels and Demons by Dan Brown (impressive intelligence with bits of great humour)
-Just between Us by Cathy Kelly (thickest bk i've ever read-600+pg, too long for me but not bad)
ha, started a few bks but didn't enjoy them enough to read more.
'06
-Life of Pi by Yann Martel (novel based on true story; a lot to learn from the book - animals, religions,
survival, appreciation of simplicity; marvelous descriptions of both the tangible and the intangible,
such that I could feel their realness; bits of very enjoyable humour; a must read)
-The Complete Analects of Confucius, Volume 1 - Asiapac Comic Series (some good teachings.
didn't read everything though)
-The Parable of the Pipeline by Burke Hedges (lent to me by Shujun; like she said, its a short version
of Rich Dad Poor Dad - good financial tips)
-The Alchemist by Paul Coelho (simple story with deep meaning)
-Fish! A Remarkable Way to Boost Morale and Improve Results
(hai, doesn't seem to be working for me - cos im not applying..)
-haven't been updating from Jun'06 to Jul'07-
'07
-Take a Chance by Sarah Webb (very interesting twist towards the end)
'08
-A Child Called "It" by Dave Pelzer (very saddening. made me realise how significant family is in how a child behaves)
-Whatever You Think, Think the Opposite by Paul Arden (refreshing book with many pics)
-The Shadow of the Wind by Carlos Rui Zafon (amazing how people can think of so much plot to pack into one book, wld b a gd tv series)
-The Time Traveller's Wife by Audrey Niffenegger (the story is interesting but i think the ending cld hv been better written)
-This Book Will Save Your Life by A.M. Homes (a bit thought-provoking on relationships but i didnt like e abrupt ending)
-Freakonomics: A Rogue Economist Explores the Hidden Side of Everything by Steven D. Levitt & Stephen J. Dubner (gd knowledge but partly qte repetitive)
-For One More Day by Mitch Albom
-The C Words by Mark Mason (made me keep wanting to read on. light & funny)
'09
-Return to Summerhouse by Jude Deveraux (another good read from Deveraux)
-The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini (gosh such vivid descriptions! very well written book. i liked d theme of friendship and the realness of the story)
'10
Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro (a must-read!! i love the expressed thoughts of the protagonist, esp those about friendships, and the writing style - it seems like she's telling me her story specifically to me)
How to Save Your Own Life by Michael Gates Gill (an inspiring read, for emotional liberation and greater joy in life)
Reading
on hold
The Omnivore's Dilemma: A Natural History of Four Meals by Michael Pollan
Waiting for chance to get hold of
The Little White Car by Danuta de Rhodes
Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy
The Heart is a Lonely Hunter by Carson McCullers
A Brief History of Time by Stephen Hawking
Le Scaphandre Et Le Papillon or The Diving Bell and the Butterfly by Jean-Dominique Bauby
My Left Foot by Christy Brown
Gotai Fumanzoku or An Unsatisfactory Body (Translated into English as No One's Perfect) by Hirotada Otatake
Kafka on the Shore by Haruki Murakami
Other Recommended Readings by Marc
The Origin of Species by Charles Darwin – Few books have had as significant an impact on the way society views the natural world and the genesis of humankind.
The Tipping Point by Malcolm Gladwell – Gladwell looks at how a small idea, or product concept, can spread like a virus and spark global sociological changes. Specifically, he analyzes “the levels at which the momentum for change becomes unstoppable.”
David Copperfield by Charles Dickens – This is a tale that lingers on the topic of attaining and maintaining a disciplined heart as it relates to one’s emotional and moral life. Dickens states that we must learn to go against “the first mistaken impulse of the undisciplined heart.”
Lolita – This is the kind of book that blows your mind wide open to conflicting feelings of life, love and corruption… and at times makes you deeply question your own perceptions of each. The story is as devious as it is beautiful.
Getting Things Done by David Allen – The quintessential guide to organizing your life and getting things done. Nuff said.
How To Cook Everything by Mark Bittman – 900 pages of simple instructions on how to cook everything you could ever dream of eating. Pretty much the greatest cookbook ever written. Get through a few recipes each week, and you’ll be a master chef by the time you’re 30.
Honeymoon with My Brother by Franz Wisner – Franz Wisner had it all… a great job and a beautiful fiancée. Life was good. But then his fiancée dumped him days before their wedding, and his boss basically fired him. So he dragged his younger brother to Costa Rica for his already-scheduled honeymoon and they never turned back… around the world they went for two full years. This is a fun, heartfelt adventure story about life, relationships, and self discovery.
Self-note: Tip for my future business =D
give employees reasonably high pay to keep them- otherwise they are unlikely to stay loyal.
treat employees not according to how well they treat me but how conscientious they are at work
(of course, musn't expect them to only do work throughout the entire working hours -
give some breathing space too, we are humans, not machines) Movies watched(listing started on 6jan08)
in cinema from VCD/DVD
1Sep07: "Hairspray" w TK, GH & SH
14Sep07: "Ratatouille" w mom & extended family
28Dec07: "The Pianist" w Jus & Pam (heartbreaking but good lessons; i recommend!)
2Jan08: "I Am Legend" w Sherm (scary! but good acting; thought provoking; i recommend!)
5-6Jan08: "A Good Year" alone (excellent show! i like the acting; funny; good lessons; touches my heart; i recommend!)
11Jan08: "Le Grand Chef" w WLing, JT & Irene (good! funny, very touching, :) nice; watch if like humour+meaning+food)
7Feb08 (CNY 初一): "Ah Long Pte Ltd" w parents (pretty hilarious - but u gotta understand dialects, some teary parts. wells typical of jack neo movies but with diff content)
11Mar08: "The Leap Year" w Sherm (so sweet! :) and apart from couple relationship it touches the theme of mother-daughter and best friends too)
6Jun08: "P.S. I Love You" w Sherm (don't know if its coz we watched it on laptop, coz it didn't impress me as much as it did for him in cinema)
8Jun08: "The Forbidden Kingdom" w Lisa, Karen & Sandy (ums..guess i'm really not into kungfu)
8Jun08: "What Happens in Vegas" w Lisa, Karen & Sandy (simple,relaxing show)
7Jul08: "我和狗狗的10个约定" w Sherm, his ma & sisters (very simple,touching but actually not my type of show)
10Jul08: "Before Sunrise" w Sherm (hmm maybe watchg on laptop really affects appreciatn of movies..)
30Sep08: "Vicky Cristina Barcelona" w Sherm (i didn't like it as much as i thought i wld when i saw the ads)
31Dec08: "Yes Man" w Mom (inspiring and funny)
11Feb08: "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button" w Mom (not as impressive as i thought it wld be)
1Jul09: "Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen" w Yumei, YY & Matt (the best thing was the soundtrack. heh.)
14Aug09: "GI Joe: The Rise of Cobra" w Joyce (it was awesome! best action movie i've ever watched)
17Aug09: "Food, Inc." w SYL & RuiQ (learnt some stuff abt the American food industry but it was a bit boring and not worth the $10)
22Sep09: "The Time Traveller's Wife" w WB, VanD, WLing, CHL, Irene, VanQ, Mf, Pg (i liked it. having read the book really helps w udsg)
21Nov09: "Gokusen" w Mf, Eva, Tony, Sarah (funny inspirational movie)
24Dec09: "十月围城" w Tony, WLing, VanQ (action action and a bit funny? tony criticised the plot. my fav scene was the running n jumping through the crowd along the five-foot ways w/o cuts)
30Dec09: "Sherlock Holmes" w Irene, Tony, Sweetee (my favourite genre of books made into a movie - what else can be more cool? acting effects humour excitement suspense all in)
12Jan10: "Avatar 3D" w Mom (didn't appreciate the digital effects which everyone wowed about. content etc was so-so. cathay's 3D glasses were too heavy for me)
8Feb10: "The Truman Show" w Ky n sis n Yuhshin (a must-watch. very thought-provoking, funny. reminder to be spontaneous and create your life the way you want, instead of falling into a typical routine
14Feb10: "New York, I Love You" w Mom (I loved it! a good couple movie with meaningful pointers to keep it going. but i think some stories could be more developed)
16Feb10: rewatched "The Pianist" (still find it good, tho i still feel first viewings are the best)
17Feb10: "Valentine's Day" w CHL n WB (laughed throughout - a feel-good movie; liked the fact that the various stories binded tog so well with the little surprises here and there, vs NY ILU in which each story was separate)
20Feb10: "赤壁二" w Addy, Karen, Sharon, SJ (should have watched the first one first cos i ended up not knowing who's who and what's happening and had to keep asking :/ and couldn't pay attn.. if not i think it should be a pretty good movie..)
4Mar10: "Alice in Wonderland 3D" w Mf (i found the 3D effects of this @ CCK Shaw SO much better than Avatar @ The Cathay =/ and the movie was much more enjoyable too! - cheered a sad me up :)) favourite quote - the Mad Hatter: “You used to be much muchier before. ... You have lost your muchness.”)
18Mar10: "Nodame Cantabile" w Irene, Mf (i thoroughly enjoyed some of the orchestra pieces - SO impressive! the expressions of the actors were really amusing :D)
23Apr10: "Ice Kacang Puppy Love" w Mom (funny, touching and meaningful - about love between friends and family. i cried 3 tissues! cos some touching parts i could really understand the feelings of the characters involved)
Inception
Letters to God (very simple Christian movie)
22Nov10: "Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows" w Ame, Irene (they loved it. pretty good, i guess the main problem i had was that im not familiar with HP :X)
13Dec10: "The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader" w Sj (not bad, could follow the story unlike HP. like the meaningful teachings, too long - in a post)
2Mar11: "The King's Speech" w Ame (hilarious, inspirational, tho it doesn't impress me that much to understand why it's the Oscar winner)
Mar11: "10 Things I Hate About You" very funny. silly sweet high school romance. just right for having breaks in between doing homework
23May11: "Pirates of the Carribean: On Stranger Tides" w Wb Yl Ame Pg (pretty good - scenery, freakish parts, fighting scenes, dressing, humour, bits of Christianity like when the Spanish said "only God gives life")
6Jun11: "Xmen First Class" w Wb Ame Pg (i was very keen on watching it and it was really good! intellectual, makes sense, cool action, some humour)
9Jun11: "Legally Blonde 2" w Irene (seems like some dumb blonde movie but kind of meaningful too - speaking up for yourself and what you stand for)
17Jun11: "Something Borrowed" w Sandy Lisa (quite funny, somewhat meaningful wrt friendships. they didn't like the lack of sense for one part tho)
16Jul11: "Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows: Part 2" w Irene, Sweetee, Kw (not bad. i didn't understand some parts again but the humour and effects were pretty good)
Aug11 "Horrible Bosses" w Ma (she fell asleep! gosh. the movie was very crude i must say but there was the humour)
25Oct11: "The Three Musketeers" w H (i would rate it 3.5 for humour/intellectual language and 4 for action. it's by the same producer or director as Sherlock! but a bit less awesome albeit a good chill out movie)
5Nov11: "Real Steel" w Hl (action packed but not too hardcore for me. i liked that there was the father and son element and how the father eventually softened his heart and especially the part when charlie was having trouble telling max sth and max was so understanding saying "Don't worry. Your secret's safe with me." touching and demonstrates true fighting spirit)
12Dec11: "50/50" w L (adopting her words - a heavy topic put across in a lighthearted way, but not taking away d meaning. most of it was rather hollywood-ish trashiness but there were a couple of punch lines "u can't change ur parents, but u can change d way u respond to them.")
25Dec11: "Mission Impossible: Ghost Protocol" w KY (ultimate action packed! super tense almost throughout the movie, and interesting Tom Cruise made it such that not everything happened smoothly - he would jump and misland and get all sorts of injuries..it's really the courage to jump without hesitation even though you are not sure you'll be alive after that. KY loved d movie and said she would watch it again!)
3Jan12: "Sherlock Holmes: A Game of Shadows" w KY (i love mystery (: and the witty sarcastic dialogues. good level of excitement with the action. didn't understand some parts as usual. i like Holmes and Watson they depict such a true pair of buddies ;D)
23Jan12: "You are the Apple of My Eye" w mom (now i understand why guys like this movie so much - the anxiety of chasing after a girl and the acts schoolboys do to get the girl's attention and hopefully affection. the initial fluttering and the subsequent quarrelling)
22Mar12: "The Iron Lady" w KY (really love Thatcher's sharp words. inspiring and thought-provoking, tho i was still left uncertain of what to do with my life, the movie is definitely an encouraging one)
29Mar12: "Barney's Version" w SJ (a funny movie of a screwed up life of a man who had 3 wives, smoked and drank but very heartwarming at the same time, the relationships with the dad and the 3th wife - quotable quotes!)
27Apr12: "The Hunger Games" w Mom
4May12" "Avengers" w MF n PS (funny, action-packed)
7Jul12: "The Amazing Spiderman"
21Jul12: "The Dark Knight Rises" (fantastic depth, loved the twists)
20Aug12: "ParaNorman" w Mom (simple funny animated movie, heartwarming support)
Performances watched (listing started on 25Apr10)
20Jan10: Patrick Marber's Closer by outoftheBLUE, NUS Science w Pam (
13Mar10: The Rain Came Down Like Pearls the Night I Died... The New Musical - Sing & Tell by Mark Chan w Addy & Jy
21Mar10: Quintessence by NUSCO w CHL